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Studying for finals and notice I have really much to cover in a short time but still here I am.

"Such is life" (Cheong, 2009)
Maybe social psychology class was the most entertaining session in class. Hats off for the "Oscar" winner Ms. Winne Cheong.

I can't believe how much drama happened in this short 7 busy weeks. Perhaps it wasn't so busy but it seems like it to me. Apart from that I've really journeyed emotionally and mentally to discover more things in life.

I've ponder on things that I value and what other people value.
I realized if you aren't too good at communicating messages between parties that are having conflict, you are best off to shut up.
I revisited how small things can become a big issue if people continue to be ignorant of the issue
I revisited how important friends and support are
I realized how bad it would feel to be left out and neglected
I realized how people could move in and out so easily even if they ventured through a lot

There are many more feelings that I wish to communicate through words but doesn't seem to be coming out. Truthfully, this semester wasn't the happiest semester I went through, perhaps the most annoying, frustrating and saddest semester I have had so far but I'm glad at the end of the day she is there to give me a warm hug and be there for me. That made me love her even more.

I guess the semester break is needed for me to regain my energy that was sucked out this time.


I value people that I've invested a lot of time and effort with.
I won't let minor issues come in between me and those people.
Maybe the saddest part is to know that even when you make effort, it all sinks like a stone into water.

Well, Carl Rogers said life a choice of my own so I shall choose not to complain about it any further but make an effort about it.

Perhaps that's the most difficult thing to do because everyone simple holds different perception towards different things.

International conflict occurs because of different values and desires but in the end what is right or wrong?

For as long as I have studied in the course, I guess a lot of things comes back to your core values. belief and one final important thing. Perception!

We often make a fuss out of things because we perceived it as a problem and we perceived it as a threat to us. Many times often than not, things then to look more serious than it really is. I just have to apply it to find answers the questions in my mind. Perhaps it's just me or just some coincidence.

The thing is.. I want you to be always part of my life. :)

I hate having ulcers -.-

It's making me lose all my mood to do things.
Having it make me feel like I don't wanna say much,
I can't say words that requires me to touch my lips like mummy LOL,
I can't close my mouth properly, and makes me look moody and grumpy all day long.

Sayang finally said it today, it makes me look like I'm not happy with her LOL

Owh well it's going away soon.

I don't think anyone will be as anxious or as worried if anything happens to me beside my parents.

It felt so good to know that you will be there for me no matter what happens and I could sense that you would give up something for me. That really makes me wanna love you more and I never wanna see you walking away from me.

Happy 12 months + 4 months + 50 minutes sayang :)

I love you :)

In my life, perhaps I make really a lot of connections with people around me. I guess I can say I know quite a lot of people. For me it's kinda one of the important things to do.

I like knowing new people and people fascinate me since everyone does have a tale to tell. Speaking about that does remind me of how Douglas stopped showing the middle finger. CLASSIC!

Anyway as far as I know connections are important, but till this point, there is another thing that I do realize. I was never good at maintaining connections.

Facebook is a good tool for knowing what your friends are up to. How you ever had this feeling where your friends use to do everything together but now it's like looking at them through facebook and rarely you guys are in the same photo again?

I guess I am one of those dudes that disappear when all physical meetings doesn't take part anymore. I'm really bad at maintaining stuff sometimes and yet sometimes I feel hey why don't I know about this? Oh well 50% comes back to me I guess *self reflection moment*

I'm sorry to those that I have forgotten their birthdays, I'm sorry to those that thought that I have forgotten about them and lastly I'm sorry to those that remembered my name but I can't seem to remember theirs.

I guess it's not too late but sometimes things just moves on.

Do you love durians? You don't? I guess it's one heck of an experience that you're losing! HAHA

Anyway was at the girlf's place and apparently I got the opportunity to open up a durian fruit. Never tried but sure seen how it was done before.

Well from here on I kinda like chop and sawed the durian cause I wasn't sure how to do it but eventually I did open it up.



Look at my satisfied customer's face. LOL
Well at least maybe I can add able to open up durian fruits in the Career Guidance portfolio -.-